#i am revelling in it this year
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they sang nobody likes you when you’re 23, but i don’t think anyone likes you when you’re 27 either..
#PSA#bday posting!!#ITS MY BIIIIIRTHDAAAAAAAY#a full 24 hours of being a BRAT <3#i am revelling in it this year#being spoilt#UGHHHHHH I DESERVE ITTTTT I DO I DOOOO#it’s the first year anyone’s really made an effort n.n#going to this posh italian place for dinner <3 and some drinks and and IDK WHAT ELSE YET BC#I just got given one of the most.. heartwarming gifts i think i have ever received#and i was holding it in my hands looking at them like#•ᴗ• >ᴗ< •ᴗ• *sniffle* “my nose feels FIZZY OH NO!!’’ *cries*
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yes i have personal & intimate reasons for my own (lack of) religious/supernatural beliefs, but it's not dishonest to admit: i am also an atheist bc at no point in my life have i, after completing a slightly unpleasant task, been witness to an angel/imp/sprite/devil/entity-of-any-kind manifesting in all their glory to offer me a pat on the head and a little plastic baggy of crackers (by way of encouragement/reward).
call me childish but in my heart of hearts i cannot truly participate in a belief system that tolerates such negligence
#ok u are free to believe in angels who perform miracles very very rarely when no one is watching#and i am free to disbelieve (and be disappointed and judgemental) in angels who (fail to) perform boring acts of mild encouragement#look if a spiritual being & divine messenger isn't gonna be my imaginary friend when i'm 7 years old and having a hard day#then what is the goshdarn POINT of yall?#blah blah blah revelations & prophecies. if you can't show up sit down shut up and comfort a lonely 2nd grader having a 1-person tea party#then u aren't qualified for any divine duty nonsense. gtfo
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today a pretty lady at work told me she liked my tattoos w such a sweet kind smile and i lit went like this bc it caught me so off guard in my business mode (i was actually sleeping inside before she snapped me wide awake)
#when women....😳🥰#another wanted to share her icecream w me and i had to decline bc im lactose intolerant but she was so sweet whats going on aaa😭💙#yeayea revelations n stuff its nothing new atp im just here like “ah.....so its like that” abt every new self discovery#who am i but a confused mess no matter what year#babbles#tbd
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hey
#okay okay okay listen. listen.#‘cecil’s you run a whole neurodivergent blog where you talk about a range of experiences from neurodivergent viewpoints did you seriously no#-not ever think you may be autistic’#WELL#okay when you put it like that#but listne#i think.#um.#this isn’t the only one but this is like number 5 of the past 2 years and i#am tired. can i stop having. revelations now
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anakin is not a faggot... george lucas said he fucks his wife with his dick regularly I know mentally ill people on this website live in delusion but fucking die mad about it
You're right anon oh I am soooo mad rn, so mad that hetorooo Anakin gets pegged on the reg by his beautiful wife Padme Amidala- How will I ever recover from this ? I am *shattered*, never to be complete again now that George's simp forbade me from being a pédale on tumblr dot com
#Omg after years of crimes they finaly found me..... The real star wars fans *insert dramatic sound effect*#I know this is rage bait and I shouldn't answer#and I am being so mature about not responding to anon hate 90% of the time...#but this one was too funny I couldn't resist ggkkf#are you telling me he fucks her.... with his dick ??? groundbreaking revelations I might need a minute guys#cw homophobia#cw slurs#cw anon hate#star wars#anakin skywalker
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one big thing I’ve learned by 29 is that the Plan, the God’s Plan of it all I mean, is bigger than me and not just bigger than me but also bigger than my understanding of narrative threads and their limitations. And it’s bigger even than just a simple paradox, turning-on-their-head thing way of being bigger. It’s just so vast. And there is so much room for surprise and possibility and hope in that reality.
#again. idk if that makes sense#but I am someone obsessed with the patterns and what the patterns are telling me#and it’s like. sometimes nothing! but also sometimes something!#there is no way to predict what will happen or what will be presented to me or what will unfold#both personally and in a more big picture way#based on what I feel or what I know or what I have already experienced#there are hundreds and millions of different possible combinations#I am making this sound more profound than the revelation is (and also more vague)#but I love to be like ‘oh being this way means THIS thing and this kind of thing always happens to this kind of person’#and actually. it just doesn’t?????? a million different things could happen and do happen every day that are unlikely and unpredictable#even when you think you’ve accounted for that by looking for the unexpected you still can’t tell#and I love that. used to hate that the future was shrouded in mystery#and I still sometimes do. but I am growing to love it#uncertainty and just the sheer not knowing feels better#and God IS surprising. life is surprising!#THAT I feel like I know#every day of my life I wake up and I pry open the blinds and I look out and say.#what is going to happen today#like I do kind of do that a little#or maybe it’s more. what has the night brought.#and you know what the world is so wide. not in terms of me being able to go anywhere travel-wise#or do anything dream-wise. but in terms of what can and DOES unfold every single day/week/month/year.#there are surprises in store! folded tucked away around the next corner#like I just.#I’m getting carried away but AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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Damn op, seems like your favorite characters can never catch a break 😭
Especially when it comes to angst linked to children, and an absent other parent
Great art by the way!
(Noooooo not Sanji's hand whyyyyy)
Damn, it'S BEEN TWO DAYS and I feel like I have been found 😅
The thing is, YES, this has some... similarities 👀 But this is actually the og AU! Like I had this story in my mind since WCI aired, but by then I was like... I can't draw One Piece stuff, not in the year *insert when it aired*, but I also never forgot about it. Then I was recently reminded that cringe is dead, and I was like... damn it, I wanna draw this like I originally planned it! I like how I repurposed the idea (and it definitely became it's own thing), but in my head I was always like... this was supposed to be for zosan! And now I'm just going for it 🙏
#answered asks#I am often taken aback nowadays but listen-#when I first watched anime it was NOT cool#it was deeply cringe to even admit it 😅#the 'you know what I actually don't give a fuck' revelation needed a bit to come up in the last few years#also excuse me am I that recognizable that you go. yup. yuuuup. THERE SHE IS
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20/10 stars little guy
#me (scrounging undetected autist whose ideal fashion sense is ''if i have to be seen at all: shrouded'') seeing encanto the other month.....#and on top of it all i LOVE slice of life. encanto being so focused on What It's About that there's so much of that + character / dynamic#also part of what i loved abt pixar luca. ppl like ''simple story but not a problem :)'' like YEAH thank god it's Also so slice of lifey#2021 what a year lol. though again i only Just saw encanto....tfw Studio Creative Control backs off a bit more than usual: Joy & Wonders#anyway i knew going in bruno wasn't an antagonist (fine if he was though b/c slay & b/c scapegoats can do whatever they want)#knew i'd love him b/c again Scapegoat shows up & i'm the Amazing Showstopping Totally Unique Never The Same gif on loop#but what a delight even beyond those expectations lol. love again how Focused the movie is on What It's About & Thee Points it makes#the Characters / Dynamics & the Metaphor & the plot stays right with all of that. the focus & importance re: thee scapegoats....#& bruno being disabled like whole layer of Yay Yay Yay spamming. that even when He's Back we're reminded he's not ''normal now'' or w/e#(i.e. presenting that as The Good Ending for the disabled outcast. vs just being embraced as part of the group again & accepted As He Is)#meanwhile was like hmm chat is there queercoding do we think? like is he queer: Yes. but is there coding? hmm#sure isn't cishet coded though. but i was also having the thought like fellas is it gay to [higher tenor tessitura or w/e] lol#made me go ''do i know this voice? ok do i know this name / face / actor? (i have never seen anything ever / bad w/names/faces/voices)''#indeed was like yeah haven't seen this; heard of this; seen it once ages ago no way i remember more than like 0.6 details#then from ''ohh haha I'm A Mammal That Cares....yeah i hear that'' to ''omg CHI-CHI RODRIGUEZ???? ;;0;;'' waaah fantastic revelation lmao#also the way Literal Future Seer ability was externalized to make it more wrangleable for plot is so impressive & fun & excellent#got a lot of [i like this thing i saw a lot] i got to say....guess i can do that w/the sideblog i made for one drawing i made last night#encanto 2021#bruno madrigal#also the way bruno is so Nervous + Hiding / Bold + Big Personality like yes ha ha ha Yes....tamped down as ''too much'' experience#also the [stuttering stumbling muttering mumbling] line: i fr nigh wept upon going back over a moment like what am i hearing here?#& realizing the answer was: it's bruno quietly stuttering a moment during this one line (& then (& then (& then)) i saw you) ;;;mm;;;#hang onnn....the first scapegoat who's driven off being Disabled is so real so ;m; that again they're like so he got Weirder; Okay ;;m;;#that we get jorge thumbs up nobody having an Aside to be like [ugh; this guy] or Anything. augh always have too much to say for 30 tags#fabric drape there sure not accurate but i was like okay if i try to really reference that i'm not getting this done tonight
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tagged by @earthdirectorate to show some books i'd like to read in 2025, tysm for the tag <333
i will tag @nsewell @karathraces @nat-seal-well @agentnatesewell
@anoras @rosebarsoap @roberthouse69 and anyone else who would to do this!! tag me!! i like to see what people are reading🫶🏻
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Airplane! came out in 1980. I like to think the jokes would have been a regular part of Eddie’s lexicon.
Picking up his friends in the van: We have clearance Clarence. Roger, Roger. What’s our vector Victor? (He says them all on his own.)
Has a bad day? “I picked the wrong week to stop sniffing glue.”
And he will take any opportunity given to him to let someone know not to call him Shirley.
#eddie munson headcanons#eddie munson#i haven’t watched Airplane in years#But I am laying here staring at the ceiling and the universe proceeded to hand deliver this revelation to me
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Baby You're a Haunted House
Cid plopped down next to Vincent in the lobby. He let out a satisfied groan and stretched his legs, resting his feet on the aged ottoman.
'Hmph," Vincent, folded his arms and glanced away.
"Ah-huh?" Cid asked knowing he was in trouble. But still, he smirked. He fished out a cigarette and lit it, eyes on Vincent.
"You worry me," Vincent said.
"Oh?" Cid raised his eyebrows. That was the closest to fear he could ever imagine from Vincent.
"Hm." Vincent scowled at the floor. "Yes," he said finally.
"And? What'd I do, hm?" Cid asked, leaning over before pulling out the cigarette to exhale smoke away from Vincent.
Vincent's eyes flickered to him. "You just threw yourself into that fight," he said. "You could have died."
"Oh?" Cid didn't put the cigarette back in his mouth. "I did huh?" He reached over and pushed aside the bangs that hid Vincent's face. "Gonna have to learn to live with that. You're like some empty haunted house," he said and let his hand trace down to Vincent's cheek. "Remembering how to feel things aint so bad, I hope."
Written to "Baby You're a Haunted House" by Gerard Way
#ffvii#vincent valentine#cid highwind#valenwind#song challenge#oh my god i am so excited to revel in combining vincent and valenwind with all this new emo music#got years of catching up to do vampy boi buckle up#...er well i guess you kinda already got that covered huh...
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Out here trying to just write a fun and slightly awkward first time but these goddamn men are suddenly out here giving themselves Revelations and Dramatic Moments and the best worst sex of both of their lives and I just
That is not what this is for
That is not what I wanted
But it’s good shit and I have nowhere else to put it and if I stop and go back what the hell else do I do instead?
#kabumisu#mithrun having whole ass revelations and his first desire in 40 years#(it’s for kabru to shut the fuck up and fuck him properly but no one gets in his own way worse than mithrun he doesn’t care what it is#he just wants to keep feeling the desire. satisfy it? noooooooo can’t do that gotta see if we can frustrate it and make it worse)#ugggggh i just wanted you to fuck nasty lads why is this a treatise now#they’ve been fucking for 9k and if you think they’ve gotten ANYWHERE nope#mithrun’s only just remembered ‘oh right the thing you do once you have a desire is satisfy it’#(also mithrun’s gonna chase kabru around to keep fucking his brains out in case the desire comes back but joke’s on him it’s not that easy)#they’re awkward they’re dreadful but if they do a good job he doesn’t want it to be better#also sudden and abrupt angst of mithrun realising he’s been saying ‘i’m fine’ for years and thinking he was satisfied with whatever#but nope my friend if you have no desires you cannot be satisfied you just didn’t remember what satisfaction was either#kabru x mithrun#it is. fighting me. but getting there.#and if it’s not fucking half way at LEAST at this point we riot#i’m not putting up with another 15k of this hell with the lads i am impatient
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I still intend to write that Shepley Horizon fic. One day.
#me tag#I did not do much of any writing this year#idk what to say I have been sad about the state of things#On the other hand I think I made improvements with my being social#so not a wash of a year personally for me#And I got … not a health scare#But an unhappy revelation regarding my health#And that’s also eaten up some time#I am just struggling to make the time for hobbies and creative outlets#and I am not sure how
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In one hour I'm gonna be 30.
I never thought I would see 20.
I text my brother, "do you feel young or do you feel old?"
we have orbited the sun the same amount of times. We have gone around the sun so many times apart that I'm not sure who either of us are any more. We have gone around the sun so many times together that I know we are only two halves of one person.
I am 4 years old I am 22 I am 17 I am 1000 years old and Oh so tired I am 6 and oh so scared and I need to know what the other half of us makes of the situation that we are experiencing in two different countries but together.
"I've felt old for years." he responds
Me too.
But also
I don't know if I'll ever be older than 7 and figuring out how to make us toast.
#how the hell do I even tag this#aging#I guess#trauma?#that's for sure#i know everyone goes through a version of this there is no one that turns 30 without some sort of a situation#a reaction#a revelation#idk#30 is a big one#I just can't help but feel i'm having a worse response than most#could just be main character syndrome honestly i'm probably just experienceing being human and being like omg my life is worse than everyon#and like no i get it that in many ways my life is not as bad as so so so so so many other people#I just ....#I feel like I have not emotionally moved on from being a very mature for my age 7 year old#that everyone praised for being so mature and an old soul and so capable#when literally it was like well my brother and I will starve and die If i don't step up so i'm gonna sort this.#every time I do my laundry I feel echos of the panic I felt then trying to figure it out#and I press any sorrt of random buttons until the machine turns on#I never learned to cook properly past the childhood 'gotta feed us' phase and I've survived sure but the idea of using an oven#or a real stovetop terrifies me#I microwave shit#and make sandwiches and salads#I havn't died but i'm definitly malnourished my vitamin intake is wildly abysmal#every time I'm doing a grown up task that I should be capable of as a freaking 30 year old I get this anxiety of#I wish a grown up would help me with this#like I panic I'm doing it wrong and i'm gonna get punished for my wrong laundry selections#or the way i'm sweeping the floor#how often am I supposed to be changin the vacuum bags#oh shit I EXPLODED the vaccuum bag I guess it was more often than that
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Celebrating the coming of 2024 made me realize I've been unwell about Bleach characters for almost 20 years.
#I am full of mid wine and god tier gnocchi and just remembered the english translation of Bleach manga came out in 2004#I discovered it a year or two later but cant remember exactly when JUST THAT THIS REVELATION HIT ME LIKE A TRUCK#you know those pinterest and grind inspirational quotes that are like#'the lazy call dedication obsession' and shit like that#me but about a fictional science clown death god#LITERALLY OVER HALF MY LIFE BAYBEEEEE#im not even out of my twenties yet#hashtagdedicated am i right ladies
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Really am having a category 9 hyper fixation week
#reading transcripts is so bad for me bc I am NOTICING things more than I do when dialogue is separated out by hours of me walking into rocks#im so bad at the gaming part of video games if I’m being so honest#the timing is so bad bc everyone else is into the new game and I’m making stale observations about the one from ten years ago like they’re#revelations to me when it’s stuff that is not new I’m just
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